You are better than the bullies. You are more than the sum of the taunts. You are an amazing person. You are better than they are. Suicide is not the answer. Go to your family. If you can't, get help. We love you and you can grow out of the shit that you have been planted in. May Athena grant you the wisdom to know that it will get better and karma will bitch slap your taunters into a new time zone. Be brave!
This is for Billy Lucas, Asher Brown, Seth Walsh, Tyler Clementi and now Raymond Chase...